i'm bored and not doing my work right now.
it's hard when you're all alone.
the internet has ruined me.
in other great news, i'm winning my ebay bid!
less then three hours and that mamiya rb67 is mine!
also can't wait for my nes nintendo to arrive.
for a while i felt like i was loosing him.
turns out i'm just paranoid and have a lot of issues, hurray.
the good news is that today was wonderful and i've finally figured him out.
the bad news is that i've been so worn down from the boys before me that i feel like i have no control or authority in a relationship. i don't ask for anything but i will give it all away. i don't want to upset them or inconvenience them. i make myself into a shadow that follows them and mimics there movements and decisions.
luckly, this time, i have managed to pull back to being myself.
c and i and are individuals.
which is something i appreciate and never want to loose sight of.
moving on.
SCHOOL IS ENDING. ahh.
i have a lot of work to do! which i'm not doing right now!
back to c.
we had a lovely day.
it was lovely.
also, iron man is a great movie.
back to something else.
time to clean up my act. get my shit together.
i'm tired of being disappointed at the end of the day, so many days of the week.
so much time wasted. ahem.
tomorrow is the beginning of the last week i have to get my work done.
i should probably just get my work done. then it's over!
if i get it done, i no longer have to do it.
simple concept, but hard in application.
i should do something tonight.
finish my drawing, start my other ones.
that's all.
<3 kristen
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